Well interesting moment. Thought that no one would be roaming the halls so I walked to the bathroom topless since I was getting changed. Ran into EVERYONE. Sucks.

I need a cleansing of my soul. I had a talk with God like I used to. It was freeing. I have to apologize to everyone cause I fuck everything up. I wish I didn't need to cover my ass for real this time. I can't fuck up my life. They don't even know my legal name, so they can't find me fer realz.

I need a cuddle. I haven't had a hook up in a while either. Which is weird since I'm such a whore. I miss my Sean. I miss the cuddles.

I need to quit smoking. I smoked 12 today. 7 of which were at the party tonight. Yes, a Monday night party. And tomorrow is Hookah night. Of course.

Now Playing: Kim Petras-Die For You (extended version)

Someone save me. My bra hurts. I need to swap...... Much better.

Sleep time.

Sitting in class

Sitting in Gender, Public Policy, and Law actually. I love this class. Second class and I'm having fun. I mean, second class and we already had a Beauty and the Beast talk. Win.

This is the 4th blog I've started in my life. 2 of which I never made a post on. I miss my Xanga. Remember when that was the big thing next to Myspace? Then Myspace got blogs and everyone was like, Fuck that.

We're talking about masculinity today. So easy to make fun of. Next I have Intro to Computers and Apps. It's gonna be so hard to get out of this mind-set.

Getting ready for Rocky Horror. Casting is up. Magenta and Eddie/Dr. Scott have already been auditioned for.

I'm just splurging my mind. Speaking of splurging, I've been spending money like crazy. I don't know how I'm going to afford this production. It's gonna be so ghetto.

Have to put my laptop away to head to next class now. Logging off.

All I have to say?

F1RST P0ST!!1!